Take a sad song and make it better

Had RT this morning, I spent most of the night worrying about it too.. I think because they're not sure why my white cell count is pissing around. That and I'm starting to get really annoyed/scared about it all. I suppose I'm just tired of putting a brave face on it all. I didn't go to bed much before four, was sitting trying to find bloody Neptune with my telescope, but then it wasn't that clear last night, so I gave up and spent most of it looking at Saturn and then the Moon. Then when I did sleep, I had bizarre dreams about B, Justin and me.. Hmm.. Very weird and somewhat disturbing.

Is it wrong to fancy the bloke with Basil Brush? Is it wrong to fancy Derren Brown? Weird, very weird.. Now that has to be RT.